Fear.. !!

After  4 days of joining, I had no clue where the washroom was located. The HR lady conveniently forgot this part. And mine being the guys team, ( first girl to join the team from past 2 years).. I had no clue whom to ask. Later I did ask one of the guy . I literally asked him exact directions, how to identify girls / boys from the poster.. etc etc..  I would have asked him to show me the ladies washroom by coming along with me ( but thank god, I understood the major part of directions and found one by myself )


Its been 4 months moving to the new office space and
I have not explored the floor much. I just know the way to my Desk , cafeteria and washrooms.
Yep.. Thats it!!
After many months, I just found girls leasure room!!
To go by the title, I only know two wash rooms . I usually prefer the one which is close to my place. ( the reason being, they have clearly mentioned the sigh board for ladies and men in picture (a proper lady picture I mean with cure formal suit and all that). I suck at directions and symbols)
There is the one near the cafeteria. Now the fear is, every time I vist this
particular washroom, I am all tensed. The reason being irrespective of checking the symbol 100 times
I still get doubt. Before entering, after entering , after exiting.
During the entire process , my mind thorws 100 questions like " what if its mens washroom, how do I react if it is , how will I wash of my embarrasment state and the questions contiue!! The reason being, both men and ladies symbol looks the same to me :0


Did I warn you guys not to go by the title :P

This is such a lame post I know!!
Nothing much to say!!

seconds that matter!!

There was this girl who I met in college first year. Figured out she was a hostellite by the different color tags in the ID( we had two cols..blue for day scholars and red for hostellites).
She was in a different branch .Thus ends the story.We never spoke.She is a total stranger to me.
Later after many years through a friend of mine I heard that she got engaged and will be getting married.
After few months, I heard that she got married.
Since both were from same company and since the guy was in onsite project, she eventually moved.
Last month , I heard from the same friend that he committed suicide.

I cant imagine a 24yr old girl, all alone in battling in unkown land of foreign place with police and others just after 6-8 months of marriage life.

It took many days for her parents to reach her..Visa issues...Now that 2-3 months over after this incident,
I really hope she is ok and strong to face the life.Why on earth he killed himself. All of us go through a phase where we feel like ending our life. But trust me, the min when we think of killing ourselves, if we think about our near and dear ones, i am sure we will change our mind.

In minutes , people's life changes!! Eventually she might come out everything and lead a normal life.
But the scar always remains deep down!!
I pity him as well as his parents. Even the bolder ones think of committing suicide.
The decisions taken in that moment, changes life drastically.
I dont blame him. Its a natural phenomenon of human mind. Its just that he was not lucky.
You need to be very lucky to pass the suicidal thought. Matter of milli seconds.Once that phase fades a little, you will never feel like killing your self.Lucky ones survive and will proceed with life, the unluckier are gone ! Leaving a permanent scar in others life.

May the lord shower the girl abundant happiness and strength so that she can lead her life happily.
period!!

humanity

Some one who takes care of the unknown - willingly or unwillingly - yet paid very very less compared to the current living standards!!

Nurse : How often we think of them and thank them for their dutifully done work??

Somehow more than doctors , I respect Nurses. If Doctors are God, Nurses are Mother.

Some join the course thinking its a service to humanity/God ( i doubt if such kinda people still exists in today's world ,the ratio might be very minimal in this case ).Some join this course since they cannot afford for medical seats.As far as I know, these are the two categories in which we can broadly classify them.Whatever might be reason of joining, these nurses are absolutely marvelous. He/She , though at times,  literally shouts at us ( mostly due to work pressure I guess ) most of the time, they are genuine and humble.

Last year or so , once my mom got discharged from the hospital, she was waiting to thank the nurse who treated her. When we thanked her , she said " pray to god that we should be healthy and should never fall sick so that we can server you better" . How true !!!

But one thing I don't understand is their pay. Why do they get paid very less??? Why is that our people consider Nurse job as a cheap one or a job related to community/caste ?? Why is that they are respected more in abroad than in our own motherland?? Why on earth that govt does not realize that as much as they need doctors, they need nurses too...

One of my friend even after 2.5 years of experience , still earns only 8.5K per month. How can one survive with 8.5K and work for 9 hrs . On the other and, one of my friend a  s/w person earns 60K per month with 1.5 years of experience  without much physical work ???  From which angle s/w engineer is better than a nurse??? ( I am myself an s/w for that matter..I get this question very often. )


Should not there be some respect for humanity.Why is that we all run behind money?? Once I had to take  few tests for general checkups. The lad technician there was asking about my studies, etc etc. She then said, her daughter is doing BCA and was inquiring about  job opportunities. She also said that , she never wanted her daughter to take lab technician course or nursing because of the low salary package. I could see the hopes in her eyes .Her daughter entering IT and earning big sum and uplifting her family.Nothing wrong in her point.But just because of salary package, I felt we lost another good lab technician / nurse .

We are to be blamed. The government is to be blamed. I literally ask some of my friends to go abroad and earn as much as possible and come back to India just for enjoying the retirement life. How long can one live in India for 8k sal. Even after 5 years, I am sure their sal will no cross 15 K. Agreed govt staffs get paid a little more, but how many govt hospitals are there and how many vacancies are there ?????

This was a long pending post, I was reading some post related to doctors and was reminded that I had to write about Nurses!

kaadhal ;)

pesinom..neeram povadhu theriyamal..
parthom.. veru kangal nammai parpadhu theriyamal..
pazhaginom.. ovoru naalum idhu dhan kadaisi endru ninaithu ..
prindhom.. enna karanam endru theriyaamal..

mudhal kaadhal...
ni endrum en ninaivil !!

random

Last week of March was troublesome at home... Things change in seconds.. The person who is there today is not there tomorrow.

Dad had his first attack.A person doesn't smoke , drink , not obese and who takes care of his health in a pretty much good way will still get cardiac arrest due to various other factors like stress, diabetics, cholestrol etc. I knew all this. But when it happens for a some one who is from our close circle.. then we definitely forget all these and forget all the stuffs that we have learnt  in Biology. ( People, please clarify, does the word Learnt exists ?? or am I using it in the wrong sense??? )


All is well now and from work side... absolutely no comments. Well... seems to be the most non cooperative people or may be I don't get along with the group.Lack of communication is in the peak as far as my team is concerned!!

 Hope for the best!!
Live life to the fullest. We are not sure of tomorrow. !!
Live and let live!!
Peace!! :)

 * will not be able to reply to any of the comments *

Hi...

Didn't want to miss this months post.

Just wanna let you guys know that I am reading all your blogs but unable to comment .. the reason being almost every possible access is blocked from office. :(:(:(

How I hate to see that message which says ":Internet Access Blocked "

Happy blogging!!

:|

I am angry and irritated. I think will sue/KILL some Idiots around !!

Call them collectively Indians or give an individual identity called human being. I will call them an irresponsible fellow human being with no moral inclined with their persona.

The issue is not a penny worth. Yet.. Last night we had to fetch water from the tanker.Now no issues with fetching water.But there was a power cut for about 15mins. Guess what happened.. some one took away our kodam ( not sure about the exact word for this in English, the vessel that is used to fetch water). How cheap can people be. If it was by mistake , he/she should have returned it at least by next day.Too much to expect from people.

This particular kodam we had it for more than 10-14 year!! :( Its just a plastic worth 100rs.It is still a very precious thing!!

And another worthless incident to mention!! Bangalore bus conductor .. Man!! They never return the change. We literally have to beg them or plead them for change. And for 12rs ticket, if you give then a 20 then.. the entire journey you need to beg them for 8rs change and instead of change you will end up hearing abuse words etc etc. They expect every single passenger to give the exact change.How is that possible??? I do carry exact change all the time I travel .After 5 days , 6th day at the least I expect them to accept notes .Even I run out of change . You tell them this exact reason, they don't even bother to listen. And the worst, they wil have pocket full of change yet they will not return the exact change.And if its one rupee you need to get it, forget it!! You will never get!!

Isn't there is any policy while boarding the bus, they need to take some amount of change with themselves from the bus depot?????

No wonder people prefer Car and bike though public transport is very much frequent in some area.

*I am not blameing the entire bus conductor society... but the majority of them belong to the above mentioned category.

SIGH!!!
Will we ever improve?????

Random

I had decided to post at least one post every month. Specifically nothing much to write... yet so many (read useless ) thoughts gushing in the mind...

well... I just feel like moving abroad(or out of state) at the least for 6 months to 1 year.. and the reason being...most of my friends stay away and every time they visit the town for vacation, I meet them ( read I go to the respective house and stay there for almost 5-6 hrs irrespective of my schedule,finish breakfast, lunch, dinner and make them feel happy ) and I really want to know if I visit the town after an year, will they find time to come home ( knowing my friends for so long.. the answer is definitely no ..they all are lazy bees...)

This is such a random post.. !!

I guess being human and to love someone without expecting anything in return is such an impossible act !!!