thinking about meeting her after nearly 7 years, bcos I it makes me sad to think that I would again be missing her after she is gone back. I have got used to a life without her physical presence, but then again to meet her, laugh with her, hang out with her, eat with her, share moments like old times, and then let her go leaving me behind is pain. I would have to go through the phase of missing her once again !


Life is such a mixed bag ! ( I love this statement :) )

PS: these are the lines which I wanted to write..but could not frame them properly.. so I flicked it from unknown source :P nothing wrong in ctrl+c and ctrl+v as far as it does not hurt others.

no no & no....

When things are just not happening in our way..
just let them go...
no explanations..
no guilt feeling..
no looking back...
no worries...
no sorry....
no friends...
no nothing...

Sorry seems to be the hardest word....

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.... :(

I was never there when you needed me the most...
I know I was the one to be blamed.
I am not here to give any excuses
nor any justification for my mistakes...
All I wanted to tel you is nothing was intentional
n i am not worth it.

list tat never ends... :P

tender coconut --> vibitha,sindhu
chocos,vada --> jisha
hide n seek,rajma n roti,chocolates,chicken biriyan(shld i mention Hydrabadi chnk biriyanii :P) -->anu
idiyappam,chapathi,mango chutny-->shilpa
pure magic,lays,aaloo paratha,chocolates-->shongita
Green onion and corner house -- > Anu & Shongita ( I will nevr go to these places without them.Even if I go..i ll never have anything from there unless i go with them again... )
chicken biriyani-->arya
CCD --> deepti n sri
cinamon danish,fruit bowl,cold choco with icecream -->deepti
tea, dominos pizaa--> priya
cardomom tea,coffee machine --> prateek,shiv,praveen,ranjith,renin
blackcurrent icecream -->kruthika
curd n sugar -->vijayatha
masalapuri,et al -->thendral
pogadhe song,n the song from jhonny gadhar-->shanti
nayan dharse --> priya
thauba tere from emotional atyachar --> raghav
tang , kappa --> jisha's mom
kingfisher --> Anu :) brand ambassador

just to list the name n the things related to them :P
im so jobless... :)
i get reminded of these things when i think abt them..i get reminded of these ppl when i come across these things...

errr......

i have absolutely no time for my diary....... :(:(:( the saddest thing ever... man!!! i end up writing everything in my blog...my blog acts my personal diary...che..I hate to admit tat...
wat a pity ramya.. the things which are supposed to be with in you .. are being published out just coz... i sit in front of this comp full time n i am absolutely clueless n I end up doing this...
:(:(:( my god!! its so boring.........er

unsaid words!!!!

"There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them up from ur dream n hug them for real"

Insomniac.......

I so badly miss my friends.They are just a cal away... its just like... ring them up once... and I ll be fine :):)
but then I just cant do that.I hate to talk to them right now but I really want to .I feel great when I hear their voices.
i miss an&sh.. i wish i could meet you both n give a tight hug n say I love you :)

much awaited travel....

after a long break of 2 yrs if im right..i ll be traveling in a train!!!!!
yuppie...
I cant express in words how happy I am.
but this time to a different location..the place which I have not seen..the train I have not traveled in.
but to meet the most imp person, who played/plays a imp role in my life.
yes!!the big day- where your friend invites you to her marriage...
Thats when you realize the fact....
GOD!!!!!!! growth is fast!!!
group studies, practicing the math sums , or simply watching an old movie...or chatting abt "everything" which did'n matter to us....
gone are those days....
now its time for restless life.nothing more..lots of confusion n lots n lots of responsibilities..

I am so excited because I get to meet her after 7 long years and I hope I get some time to spend our / her "bachelorhood " together with out any intervention.

on the contrary I feel so sad because ..both of us were so happy being single...N she does not hold tat tag....a state of commitment and relationship is little difficult n tough to manage..
tats what I have heard from all my friends who tied the knots recently.You start loosing your identity."LIVING FOR OTHERS" this becomes the mantra :P

waiting for the whole event to take place..This is my first ever function I am attending (i hate being around people... in fact I prefer my marriage to place only with 2 people ie., him n I :):):):) its on the impossible list I know :) I don't loose anything in dreaming :)

oh btw.. forgot to mention...my friend shilpa's engagement is next week.I though this will be my first function.But i am afraid to say that I wont be attending this because I don,t want to.. I hope she understands :)